okay, we weren't publishing properly for a while there, but now it should be okay.

what will happen if i start writing here again? how long before anyone notices? ross, you'll be the first, no doubt. this will have to serve as the red herring for a time before the print version can be constructed.

i was going to write about sam and how much i envy him but really that's boring for you-out-there. man equals man opened tonight and i felt peripheral and poorly done (for a big fat change, sarcasm sarcasm) and wonder again should i give this whole thing up. marc says i have a director's sensibility. i don't like the sound of that.